Lamentation

As promised...I dedicate this next blog to my Ramesses....

I was only a girl when we were joined in all of eternity
He and I, my great mighty king
He had not even taken up his reign yet but I knew he was destined to be someone great..
someone powerful

And so we were joined and I became his wife
I knew I loved him before I met him
The emotions I felt for this man...no other woman will ever know
But all of history will know....
the entire world will know the love and pain I feel for this man
when all is said and done

I was his beautiful companion
I was his beloved of Mut
I became his Great Royal Wife
His principle Queen

He was oh so powerful
He was beautiful; even though he didn't know it
I went in to battle with him
I fought for him
I lived
I breathed
I birthed
for him

He raised mountains for me
Just for me
and I wept so when he went away
No other man has ever made me feel so sad
No other man has ever made me feel this way

The greatest pain I would ever know
The greatest pain I would ever feel
when he went away
when he left me cold and lonely

oh how I wept and wept
prayed and prayed
that he would be back to stay
That he would return to me

That he would take me to our temple
I would give anything to wage war with him again
To love with him again
To birth with him again

And then I realized that it was not he who betrayed me
But it was I who left him

It was I who went away
I left him lonely
I was in the Valley of Queens

It was not he who had left me
But it was I who had passed away

his beautiful companion...his beloved of mut
his Great Royal Wife