He said

Repost: Febuary 13, 2006
Current mood:calm

He said he missed me.
In all the time that we were in each other's presence, he said a lot of things. And I ate them up. Like it was food for my soul. But they were just false prophecies.
I'm still at him missing me.
How can you miss someone you did not know? Someone you did not see...He misses me?! He even failed to understand. I am a woman with a mission...a woman with a plan. I was on a journey and I let him stop me dead in my tracks. I allowed myself to get disracted. Distracted no more, I stand firm in my path. Firm in my journey. I'm on the road to Zion.
He misses repressing me. Degrading me and making me feel like a child. He misses ignoring me and not hearing me. He still don't hear me..if he did, he wouldn't have said he missed me. He wouldn't have tried to use his tired charm to lure me back into his world.
He misses me? He doesn't even know me and if he saw me now, he wouldn't even recognize me.
I saw him though, the same night I saw my One. He was in my ear trying so eagerly to distract me. To take me off path to the promised land. He wanted to lead me down that road of false prophecies again. But my eyes were on the prize as my gaze locked my King into sight.
I have a new life now. New passions and reasons to struggle.
He said he missed me. He doesn't even know me.