Can’t take this negativity in my sanctuary

Repost: Oct 10, 2007

 

You know, we all strive to be good people and to return that which is given to us....

I wanted exchange generosity with a dear friend...
Sometimes, you just can't compromise who you are for your loved ones...

I opened up my home to a friend in need
And unfortunately I am the one feeling uncomfortable in my own home

There are things about me that most who were in my inner circle did not know about me...
whether it be that I just did not think they would understand or I just wanted to separate myself from my former self....

So this friend has entered my sanctuary and I feel like he more invaded my space and my world....

here comes the criticism and judgment upon my life...
Turns his nose up at my colors, my diet, my faith...really he turns his nose up at everything I stand for...

And I am willing to let this friendship go to live my life of peace with Jah....
No, I am not perfect but the luv He has shown me is...
Without Jah I would be who I am today...with a job and a home and a business....family and friends - my sistren and brethren

Jah is almighty but trying to help a friend who has lost his way...a friend who clearly needs to know Jah...

Ok now you are infringing on my happiness and peace that I worked so hard to gain.

I can't carry you anymore...that is what you have family for....
I ain't the one as I would say in my southern drawl

I ain't the one.

but I do know who is....

My friend to should get know him....

He just can't do it in my house