He reminds me...Is he?

Repost: May 27, 2009

 

Current mood:contemplative

I'm chillin'..feelin'

sorta dissapointed....I'm roaming the streets lost in a city I once knew and loved.

But now...I'm feelin' like a stranger in this land - I used to be so inspired and my job back home got me down and I'm wondering if I'm swimming in the right direction.

He grabs my aura....He sees that I'm different - even in a city of freaks I seem to stand out...lookin like I just stepped out of the sixties in the face but my body stuck in the eighties...

But anyway...he grabs my aura pretends that he wants to sell me something...reminds me of the time I tried to pretend to be selling something...

I play like I don't hear him - I'm lost an I'm tryna find my way. He tryna distract me but I gotta find my way...back to luv for this city.

He won't let me go even though I tell him no. Finally he admits the truth and in that moment I see his true beauty - I think he noticed and is relieved.

I'm kinda getting out of something in that very minute....but I accept a midnight date with him anyways...now I find the luv I once had for this city...

I don't hesitate when I run into him again an it is quite decided that I am no longer in my current state.

I stare at his features...his facial hair...his faint dimples...his lips and his eyes...
he probably thinks I'm crazy - it's just that he reminds me....

And he so serious...and I...I laugh. All the time...our distinct differences reminds me...I mean he reminds me...

He trys to tell me what to do and somehow I find it cute like only once before....
I tell him that he does not have to call that I live so far away...he tells me that he will move - he don't care as long as I will have him....

I tell him...we just met and I don't care - "I understand" he says...I fall deepa....

It's just that these last few weeks I have been agonizing over events past...and here he comes reminding me...I mean - Is he?

Must be becuase he still haunts me...

Tells me I'm beautiful, that he misses me before I even leave...that it is official...because he has not felt this way about someone in a long time...and me...I have not felt anything like it either...in a long time...I agonize over it.

It's just that he reminds me...an now he texts me...forget him I say to myself...but I can't walk away...ya see?

It's just that....
He reminds me...I mean, is he...