Life...

Repost: Nov 13, 2008

 

Current mood:angry

I know it's gonna be a while until I feel "normal" again or look at things like I used to....
But life has another meaning to me...I mean sure I never took it for granted but seriously
It's all different now. But I know there will come a time when I won't be sitting at home eating dinner and just burst out in tears thinking about him...
There will come a day when I won't wonder what happened or why....
Mostly though.... I am just waiting for the day where I am not angry.
I can't feel the sadness for all the rage inside of me.
Sure life is so very different for me now and everything is so calculated and time is awastin....
Got to get a move on...
Let go. Stand up.
Kill the rage.
Promote peace.
Cope.
Live life.
a new life...