Reaching back...

Repost: Mar 23, 2007

 

Current mood:nostalgic

You don't even know me.
That's what I kept saying. But maybe you know the important parts and maybe I was being to hard on you not knowing my sisters' names or my people...
But maybe you know my soul....maybe it's my essence and aura that keeps drawing you near.
I often ask what is it about me that keeps you enthralled...even after a few years...still here you are.
Ha ha ha...you always know when to swoop in and rescue me. You play the game well and come up with strategies to win me over again.
Okay, I will admit....you keep me challenged as well. Is that it? The challenge that we give each other?
You are a constant in this equation.
I often ask Jah, why is he here....
Why are you here? Why?
And why is it that you always know the right time to try to enter my life again....no matter how pissed I am at you....
No matter what I tell my girlfriends....
Still you come back around.
Seeing you now is like catching an episode of your favorite Saturday morning cartoon from the 80's.
Ha, yeah that's what it's like....