Growing Pains....

Repost: Jan 9, 2008

 

Current mood:happy

Feels like going through adolescence again
Ya feel good because you think you are growing up and you waited so long for this...

Then there are times you feel confused and enraged and sorrow...

But in the end, ya mind, heart and soul comes out as this beautiful piece of work
Jah put me thru the fire and I come out like that beautiful yet fragile jar of clay...

Put through the fire, the pain
But I emerge like a black buddafly

But yet, like a jar of clay - I can be fragile and demons and screwface himself will ponce upon me to tear me down - rip me ta pieces.

but I have been through the fire
survived a fire so tear away all ya demons...tear at me all ya wan....

This time away from friends, from my loved one, is survival.

I can do this..I am a strong black woman and those who know me...know this
Those who know me - welcome the change- the meditation - the knowledge I gained.

My hibernation may be over but growing I will neva stop...
Jah keep taking me higher...cuz I feel free....
I FEEL FREE

People, ain't nothin like bein free.

Im free!