metamorphosis

Repost: Dec 29, 2007

 

People find it hard to accept change and transitions....transformations.
Friends will offend you
Family will wonder what in the hell is it you are going through....and really in the end...they think it is just a phase.

But...one thing I have found to be true is that any and everything will lead you from the truth.

I knew that the moment I noticed something in the air, that there was a chance that no one would understand anything I am going through from that moment on...

I knew that my friends would one day leave me thinking I was just plain crazy
I knew that my family would further reiterate how strange I was and remind me that I have always be on some other stuff.

And I have come to realize that I am all those things....
And
I have also come to love all those things in me...so I will be strange, crazy or just on some other stuff....because if finding my way to this path puts me on some other stuff...then...
I'll be that.

I know that in my heart...this change is definitely for the better.
No chemicals, no preservatives, no meat
just me just as Jah made me and quite frankly....my Creator...
does some damn good work.
I'm proud of the strides I have made...
The beliefs I have adopted, adapted and convicted myself of....

This is me, I have changed and I am changing.

You know, at first, it hurt me so when my best friend started to criticize
when my family started to criticize....

But now I see that I don't have to allow what others think or say affect my truth and lead me away from my truth...

i thought I would be the only one to know what I know....to feel what feel

But i see now that there is a whole army of us....
An Army.

I invite this change...this metamorphosis
even if my loved ones don't.

Onward with my path in Rastafari

The best to happen to me