Current mood:
amorous
So here we are fam, one more year and we are here again...Thanks Jah.amorousI think back to last year and how upset I was today with my significant other...and he just did not get it.
I also think back to how year after year, another significant other is always there....never ring in the new year with him and yet...there he was as faithful as he wanna be.
So here we are again...another year and I feel brand new....
So I find someone that I really enjoy and really want to share something with...and I find it hard.
That's right, I find it hard to just even call and I bet - yo, I bet... he ain't even checking for me
Does that mean that I am far from his mind....well I don't think so
but maybe he sitting in front of his computer typing and thinking the same shit I'm thinking right now....
I knew it might happen.
I knew it the first time we spoke that this was a possibility so I tried to stay away and push him away because well...maybe I was just not ready for all that...
But now grown in my conviction
I am thinking, what I would not give to be in front the fireplace chillin on a night like tonight.
No party, no loud music, no party food and no booze
Just chillin, havin a good time with a king, a real king yall
but uh...I betcha...he aint even checkin fo me.
But the night is still young and I really wonder if he reads these blogs of mine sometimes but if he is....
If ya out there king....
Here's to the new year....and you.
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