I Don't Even Know You Right Now....

So good willed
So good intentioned
Such a wonderful person, friend for so long
So kind...
I was so damn blind

Told you everything
Shared every part of me
Opened you up to a whole new world
Tried to be your girl

Used to count on you
Rely on you
Lean on you

Do you even remember all the crazy shit you said to me
Betrayed me
Shamed me
Laid blame on me

How could you destroy me after all that we been through
I did all you asked
Became who you wanted me to be
Still you weren't happy

In fact you were down right angry
So cold to me before you showed me the door
I don't even know you anymore

And so I retreat
Lamenting over love lost

But you weren't done with me
Now who's desiring to come back to me

Now who's knocking on my door
Begging me for more

I used to want you so bad
Now the table has turn
I am no longer spurned

I grieved for you
Feened for you
Damn near a fool for you

Until my hero stepped in and saved the day
with the romantic shit he say