I wanna give it straight so that i am not misunderstood because see unlike one of these brothas...one of these spirits coming at me
I can clear and precise about how I feel right now and what I wanna say to the whole world.
It's not a matter of choosing between the two anymore. I do feel this spirit all around me. I welcome it because Jah brings it for a reason and I trust Jah...above all else - I trust Jah
and this spirit - this spirit ...I told ya'll its crazy because my mother has that same spirit.
Her fire spawned my air...and here I am running into this fire manifested in men and I am drawn to it.
With that I want to say that I see a little more clearly now...
And sometimes people tell you they luv you and you feel they do
But in the end it is not enough and it hurts sometimes because you feel what they say and you don't have the heart to walk away - but you know and feel in your heart that you must.
I luv this spirit and the second time it come round...I feel like this spirit is stronger and magnified to the enth degree...yeah i just made up that word but hopefully you all can feel me on that - no number can explain it - it's like the enth degree.
It's advanced, decisive and beautiful.
This is not about choosing or making a choice but it is about leaving something in the past behind once and for all and finally feeling like I can be in its presence and not feel what once was...
I will be your friend ALWAYS. Luv ya on a different level but your spirit has come round again and I would like the chance to discover something new and see what this could be.
Jah has spoken and I must listen. You were here to teach me something...and now that I have learned...it's simply time to graduate and grow up.
The queen has risen to that next level and she ready to be discover by a king that is too...on her level.
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