No, not when you discover...lol but rather when you have been discovered...
For those who have been following the story of me...I wanna laugh as I write - excuse me...type this. In one of those "oh yeah I remember that..."school girl giggles of mine...the ones where I blush because I can’t lie and I don’t like to speak of my feelings....lol
So I know everyone remembers me speaking of this spirit and I saw the spirit in two beings at once and I was kind of bombarded by this spirit especially last November...
I decided to let one of those bodies drift away fondly...sometimes it is time to say goodbye in a good way...
So one body with this spirit lingers on....and uh many times I wonder if spirit knows of these blogs of mine...I think it "discovers" me at many times....
The first I was discovered...contestant number one left a breif comment on one blog - ironically enough the blog was about him - but I don’t think he ovastood...I thought...
"oh snap! He actually reads these words of mine...He actually cares?!" Sometimes his fire can be so wrapped up in himself...he forgot I was there...
So the second body lingered on....
Second discovery...I reacted..."well of course I have a page where I write and all"...
I thought to myself...I wonder if he read it all - would he ovastand...Should I invite mi lyun in?
I held off on the invitation...shy again to expose my bare soul and yet leaving all my words here...free for the public to see...I would never go ghost (make my page private)
I want the whole world to know how I feel about everything...
politics, food, family, friends, work...JAH
and of course him...
I wonder does he know....does he read these words of mine and most importantly ...
Does he ovastand me?
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